Intention

Salam 'alayk buat ikhwah akhawat, sahabat-sahabat fillah.

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Waking up in the morning, gotta make my prayer
Am I really gonna' make it, when there is no one there?
Taking trips to the masjid (mosque), even when it's tough
Am I going for the sake of Allah? Am I showing off?
Gonna' get me the knowledge, gonna study Islam
Am I going just to build my ego? so they call me "the Man"?
Does it matter if the people respect me, when its not for Allah?
When I know anytime He can take me, without one real du'a (prayer)
Does it matter if they say I'm a big shot?
when I get no reward for my deeds
And I'm dragged on the Day of Resurrection
Cause of the folks that I wanted to please
Plus I know that Allah has the power
To raise me up in their eyes if it need be
I should always make my intentions, for my Lord, Allah completely
 

Are my Intentions alright? am I doing for Allah?
When I'm looking deep, deep down inside, do I have the right niyyah?

Wearing thoubs with a kufi, kufi
Miswaks leather socks like the old days
Am I trying to follow the Prophet? or am I seeking praise?
Giving talks on Islam to people
I'd be quoting Hadith and Qur'an
Am I speaking so they like how I'm speaking? and they say I'm "the Bomb"
Donating to Islamic centers, giving money so the Deen can grow
Am I giving for the sake of Allah? or is it for show?
Many times I have found my intentions
Are not what I want them to be
I know I start on the right direction
But Shaitan starts talking to me
And I forget that without my niyyah, I'm just wasting my time
My intentions cannot bring the reward, when they're out of line
So I pray to Allah to help me, to do everything for Him only
Doesn't matter if the people despise me
Cause with Allah I can never be lonely Yah Allah, accept this niyyah
Coming from young Muslims striving to be believers
So on the day, our deeds You'll measure. Know we only did this strictly for Your pleasure, Your pleasure
Your mercy, Your ajur (reward), Your Jannah (heaven), forever and ever and ever
And reward us for those who listen
Heeded to the message, changing their condition
And know that everything up until this point I've ever written
I submit as my repentance
And if its blessings You're sending my way
I beg You hold them to the judgement day
so maybe in Jannah you can look back and say...it was a lovely day, a lovely, a lovely day, yes a lovely day
Are my intentions, alright, am I doing for Allah
When I am looking deep deep down inside, do I have the right niyyah (intention)?

_Native Deen_

 

DarusSakeenah

24 Februari 2012

New Semester Begin :)

Salam 'alayk semuaaaa.. ^___^

Mesti rindu kan nak baca entry baru dari saya? Kan? Kan? Kan? Tolong jangan tipu diri sendiri ok..tak baik untuk kesihatan iman. (terdesak sangat dah ke cik sakinah?) hmmm.. -_-"

Ok, sila abaikan ayat-ayat sengal di atas. Petang-petang macam ni memang tahap kesengalan tu meningkat sikit. :D

Here is nothing to make you all know but of course la ada something for you to read. Just updating my life. As usual...pasal tak tahu dah nak taip apa tapi jiwa dah sengsara meronta-ronta nak taip sesuatu. heh.

InsyaAllah, esok semester kedua bermula. Huuu. Dan sekarang saya dah boleh terima umur saya yang sebenar untuk tahun 2012 ni walaupun baru tiga bulan lepas birthday yang ke-22. Selalu saya takkan mengaku selagi belum sampai birthday. Kanak-kanak riang dulu boleh la buat macam tu kan. Sekarang dah matured sikit dan berani terima kenyataan hidup. eceh~ Kat rumah ni pun dah lama kena cabut title "paling muda". Makin bertambah-tambah adik baru masuk. Satu perkembangan yang sihat lah kan. Alhamdulillah..sebab tu boleh paksa diri untuk terima kenyataan. haha.

Mungkin ada satu lagi kenyataan yang saya perlu hadapi kat rumah ni. Bakal diberi title "makcik kinah" or "makcik nurul" or what so ever. Makcik ok! Bukan setakat kakak lagi dah. Sebab ada baby boy akan masuk rumah ni nanti! Yang tak tahannya masing-masing dah berangan nak keliling dan tatap baby hari-hari. haha. Cool man, cool! Ok, saya terlebih excited tak boleh kawal. Welcome to DarusSakeenah lil Raiyan :)

 

Kalau ikutkan, sem lepas saya buat tutoring untuk student 2nd year engineering. Tapi sem baru nanti, saya dah tak mampu rasanya nak teruskan. Last sem, orang tengah cuti study week, saya boleh pulak bersilat dengan paper tutorial student untuk 8 minggu yang lepas. Sekotak jugaklah menanda siang malam sampai lebam. Tapi alhamdulillah semua settle before exam mula. Yang penting, tak effect result saya. Alhamdulillah Allah bagi saya ketabahan dan kekuatan. Soooo..no more cik sakinah or cik tutor or apa-apa jelah yang student saya panggil dan kawan-kawan sakat tu. For the moment je. InsyaAllah next time saya pasti akan buat lagi kerja ni sebab saya suka :)

Walaupun tak buat tutoring, saya buat home tuition untuk anak lecturer dan kawan-kawannya. Untuk subjek Prinsip Akaun yang dah lama saya tinggalkan. Best jugak study balik subjek ni. huhu.. All are boys, from SMI Al-Amin Bangi. Nasib baik budak-budak ni solehhh je. Boleh buat adik ipar ni. Siapa nak? :D

Ok, dah nak maghrib. InsyaAllah update lagi nanti.

Fii amaanillah~salam 'alayk !

at Pantai Sepat, Kuantan Pahang :)

 

DarusSakeenah

19 Februari 2012